:):):)

love is when you are thinking of someone then u smile :)

if you are a bee, then i am a honey
if you are a sky, then i am a cloud
if you are a leaf, then i am a flower
if you are the sun, then i am the rain...so we can create rainbow together :)

tu me manques, kvn :)

我不温柔、容易生气、我容易吃醋…我就是我!! 受不了? 请别走进我的世界=)

I am not gentle,

I have a bad temper,

I get angry easily

我不温柔、

我脾气不好、

我容易生气、

I tend to be jealous,

I tend to be cranky

我容易吃醋

我容易胡思乱想

I am stubborn

When I am angry, I do not want to say a word

When I am happy, I will giggle like a silly girl

When I got bullied, I tend to keep it in my heart

我很任性、

我生气时不想说一个字、

我开心了会一直傻笑、

我受委屈会放在心里

If I care about something, I want u to know about it

I like listen to sad song when I am sad

I like to share happiness to everyone when I am happy

I like to be cared

我在乎了就想被你知道、

我喜欢在伤心的时候听伤心的歌、

我喜欢在开心的时候和在乎的人分享、

我喜欢被在乎

I like someone that care about me

I am easy going does not mean I am easy to bully

I got angry with you doesn’t mean I do not like you

我喜欢宠我在乎的人、

我好说话并不代表我好欺负、

我骂你并不代表不喜欢你

I may smile with you, but it does not mean that I am friendly

If I got angry with you, it really does mean that I care about you

I cry, smile, troublesome, if u do not like me then stay away from me

我对你微笑并不代表我对你友善、

我对你生气说明我在乎你、 

我爱哭、爱笑、爱闹、不喜欢我就别靠近我、

If u do not want to stay away from me, then use your seriousness, if not, do not enter to my own world 

靠近我就拿出你的真心、不然 不要走进我的世界……

surat cinta buat pacar

Cowokku sayang,
Kuharap kau takkan membandingkanku dengan cewek-cewek yang mungkin punya senyum yang lebih menawan. Kuharap kau akan membuatku tertawa, merawatku kalau aku sakit, dan bisa dipercaya.

Beritahu aku jika ada perbuatanku yang mengganggumu, atau jika ada sesuatu yang terasa tak pas. Aku ingin kau selalu bersikap jujur kepadaku. Jika aku mengalami hari yang tidak menyenangkan, kuharap kau akan menghujaniku dengan keyakinan dan senyum.

Kuharap kau tidak berpikir aku meminta terlalu banyak darimu. Kuharap kau mengerti aku agak gugup dan sangat takut. Aku ingin bisa mengatakan bagaimana atau kapan kita akan bertemu, dan apakah kita akan selamanya saling mencintai… namun aku tak bisa mengatakannya, karena hanya Tuhan yang tahu.

Tapi aku akan berusaha sebaik mungkin untuk bersikap baik dan sangat mencintaimu karena dirimu seutuhnya, tanpa berharap terlalu banyak darimu. Terimakasih karena telah mendengarkan; hanya ini yang aku minta.

Milikmu selamanya,
Aku



SOURCE: KASKUS XD

someone that only exist in those dramas

NOW!!

Susan is addicted to summer's desires 泡沫之夏  (Pao Mo Zhi Xia)

khususnya si Peter Ho, 何潤東 - He Run Dong (ne gw kasih nama chinesenya sekalian cuyy, wkakkaka)

ok lah, emank si peter ho'nya ganteng...daku jg pernah ngefans sama dia (ga tw bbrp taon yg lalu)

request dari susan ne fotonya: 

nah ne pacar keduanya Susan, wkakkakak

and then...yelia is addicted to vampire diaries...

Ian Somerhalder as Damon Salvatore

Paul Wesley as Stefan Salvatore

btw, vampire diaries got the book series
ne reviewnya: THE VAMPIRE DIARIES


btw, yang yelia suka yang mana satu sich? xD
gara2 yelia ngomongin vampire diaries, membuat diriku pengen beli novelnya *tidaaaakkk*


karena gw juga ga mau kalah dari kalian...ne gw kasih liat cowok gw xD
LOGAN LERMAN aka PERCY JACKSON (yang belom nonton cepat nonton, walaupun ga terlalu seru sich)

ohmygod...so cute ><

i recommended to buy the book series of percy jackson (kalau lo sukanya buku2 yang fantasi)
coz, they cut off many scenes on the movies...
gw sendiri sich uda lengkap koleksi percy jacksonnya...kemarin sempat yang no.5 ga ada terus...
gw cari2 di MHP bookstore, di Popular Bookstore...all not available!
sampai2, gw tunggu sekitar beberapa semester, then finally, i got the book! and i have finished read it!

ofcoz, we do know that those 'perfect guys' only exist in dramas...we all have our 'not-so-perfect guys' in our heart (lebay dech~~ hahaha)
yelia got her own Mr. H
susan got her own Mr. A
and me ofcoz i do have, Miss you, Mr. K xD

differences~~~

today is stressful day!!! y? early in the morning when i started to sleep, i can not stop coughing >,<
and i just slept around 4hours -,-
finally i decided to take some medicine >,<

then i continue doing my lovely assignment...suddenly feeling like my lappy got some problem...so i restarted it
when i want to open up my assignment which i hv saved it in my pendrive...I CAN NOT OPEN IT!!!!
i asked alots friend...then one of my friend said he will try to help...a bunch of thank for him because he finally can do the recovery for my file...

i was so bored, thought i should do my assignment...but i just can not find the 'mood of assignment'
so, i found a photo of mine that i took around 3years ago, year 2008...and i purposely edit it with my current look...

i uploaded this photo on my facebook, ahahhaha
and some of my friend gave comments.

'2011 one is fairer and doesnt look like paikia..'
paikia is actually a hokkien..mean bad kid


‎'2008: masculine version of ester nila
2011: feminine version of ester nila'


lol, i admitted that i was kinda never-care-about-appearance type of girl




and, suddenly he comment!!!
never realized he would gv comment...he kinda cool on social networking like facebook and twitter...
he will not go around your profile and drop to say hi...
hehehehe...


you can tell the different when you chatting with him on any messenger compared to facebook and so on... :)


btw, this is march ady...two more months guysssss, hehee
(hope he will come)


i think tonite i gonna do some assignment till late night, coz there will be no Brian's class tomorrow :D

happy sunday~

now is early morning, around 1.30 AM, hehehe
i am chatting with a littile boy now....he keep asking me to sleep while i am playing around with my blog, twitter and facebook...

i am very thankful that i got such a nice roommate...why suddenly i talk about rommate thingy?
a friend of mine was showing a blog of someone that complaining about roommate...she wrote alots stuff from the activities and habit of the roommate...
i think she kinda can not get along with each other...

luckily, my roommate never done such thing, if not i think am gonna explode, xp
(kidding babe, hehhe...coz i know she wont)

should go to bed now...happy sunday guys <3 (i am not sure my blog got reader or not, hihihi)

丁当-很爱过~

谢谢你从来没有觉得我不够好
谢谢你守护我的每一分每一秒
谢谢当天塌下来 你也会帮我顶着
冰的固执 水才会懂
终於让时间回过头来笑我们傻
但暴雨都要淋过才能逼得人成长
没有地久没有天长 没有最美的花
只有遗忘 能让眼泪流光
很爱过 很痛过 我们为了彼此而活过
你爱我 拥抱着我 却让我看不见星空
我们都 没有错 没有谁比较寂寞
我的世界早已经不是以前
也许以後再也没人比你更爱我
也许以後我也不可能再那样活
每当想起你的时候 快乐都比较多
也许快乐 是时间的幽默
很爱过 很痛过 我们为了彼此而活过
你爱我 拥抱着我 却让我看不见星空
我们都 没有错 没有谁比较寂寞
我的世界早已经不是以前
多少天 多少夜 爱一个人很难 爱自己更难
清晨醒来所有美梦都不见
很爱过 很痛过 我们为了彼此而活过
你爱我 拥抱着我 却让我看不见星空
我们都 没有错 没有谁比较寂寞
我的世界早已经不是以前


听完了以后又让我想起你了。。。
宝贝。。。你过的好吗？